I was lucky in winning a pair of full custom Bont Road Cycling shoes a number of years ago, but unfortunately I didn’t feel safe to ride on the roads anymore.
I now use them as paperweights at home.
Would have been great if I could have had them made as Mountain Bike shoes to use for gravel riding.
Anyway I have had to stop riding any of my bikes and may have to sell of two of the 4 bikes I have.
Life is about moving forward and changing to things that I can do and enjoy them instead.